You know it’s going to be a day of endless daydreaming when you feel a mixture of dread and longing at the pit of your stomach the moment you open your eyes. You feel like a big, deep sigh waiting to be released. The kind of sigh that you let out but then hold back before every bit of pain, sorrow, and emptiness is set free unto unsuspecting strangers. The kind of sigh that leaves you not relieved but grasping for air as an inexplicable tightness in your heart suffocates you.

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